I hate being single...and I feel awful feeling this way ?

You sound like a very level headed young woman who has a lot going for her. Be patient and the right person will come along eventually. You will have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince. I had dated for a number of years before finally finding the right woman and getting married for the first and last time at the ripe old age of 38. We just celebrated our 12th anniversary last month.